What to say!!

I am emotionally exhausted and loving Usher right now. The one song that just speaks to my heart right now;Moving mountains. I feel better, that however doesn't chnage the fact that i want to move out. I feel indebted to my siblings. All the sacrifices that they have made..... but i honestly feel like the parent at times, in more ways than one. Not that they are retarded or lazy, it's just that i have been blessed and i feel like it is me to make the way for them God...God help me............you know what? I'm done here!!! This is just more stress trying to type out how i am feeling right now.