Yeah, finally got a job, at the same place that showed me the door. Smart move? Maybe, maybe not. time will tell that. Yet to sit and fully negotiate my terms with the bossman.
Whether it was the right move or not is the big question. The price of employment in a land of capitalistim.
Need to sleep on that last statement.
Monday, July 23, 2007
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Young, Fat and Bureaucratic
I am exhausted today, not because i did all that i needed to do but more so because i am tired of having my every thought thwarted, by people with mixed up conceptions of what real help and effort and youth initiative is all about. Most youth groups in this country are so full of crap!
They are so capitalist in their thinking and have no idea how a single action of theirs can go a a long way. It exhausts me , the talking, long unnecessary meeting that go nowhere.What happened to having young people jumping at things to help themselves and other unfortunate young people, other than being young bureaucrats with ambitions of fat wallets and political affiliations. It is repulsive!!
They are so capitalist in their thinking and have no idea how a single action of theirs can go a a long way. It exhausts me , the talking, long unnecessary meeting that go nowhere.What happened to having young people jumping at things to help themselves and other unfortunate young people, other than being young bureaucrats with ambitions of fat wallets and political affiliations. It is repulsive!!
Monday, July 16, 2007
Another day to my personal legend
At times i honestly wish that someone else would live my life. Hold my hand. You know, someone else makes the decisions for you. I have been reading the Alchemist by Paul Coehlo. I have to admitt it is a kick in the gutt. Reality smacked in your face.
I wake up everyday knowing what it is that I need to achieve but I am scared of doing it. Then there is the MTVBase VJ search going on, the one person i think of is Trevor; the show host of The Lick, he does an awesome job at it. I know I can be as good as he is, I just can't seem to shake off my nerves. I just don't know how I lost it , but back in my hgh school days i owned the stage, the stage was my life, dancing, signing and acting. I have been away from the limelight for quite a while and i just do not know how to shake it off. Most of the time, I know that for a fact my personality and my destiny is going to be in the public eye, but i also want to stay away from public scrutiny! Silly huh?!
I need to live and be free to be me; who I am to be..God help me!
I wake up everyday knowing what it is that I need to achieve but I am scared of doing it. Then there is the MTVBase VJ search going on, the one person i think of is Trevor; the show host of The Lick, he does an awesome job at it. I know I can be as good as he is, I just can't seem to shake off my nerves. I just don't know how I lost it , but back in my hgh school days i owned the stage, the stage was my life, dancing, signing and acting. I have been away from the limelight for quite a while and i just do not know how to shake it off. Most of the time, I know that for a fact my personality and my destiny is going to be in the public eye, but i also want to stay away from public scrutiny! Silly huh?!
I need to live and be free to be me; who I am to be..God help me!
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